Pain

Dear god, I know you heard me.
I know you can feel what I felt. I feeling lost, feeling helpless.
I feeling hurt and missed. What should I do? What can I do?

Its been long time I never feel this hurt.
The hurt that never allowed me to express, all that can only keep it inside my deep heart.

I need a shoulder
I need a listener
I need a supporter

The cruel reality is trying to wake me up to tell me how small of me
Trying to let me know that i'm the one who always been sacrifice when things screw up
Always is the one who get left out, abandon, gave up.

First, second, third, and now.. The one who i trust the most, who been gave me fully support when i needed, now left me away...

蔡健雅 - 墜落 [新歌][完整高音質]

總認為這個世界　沒有我無所謂
這樣的感覺或許從以前就在
努力獨自面對　倔強的以為
沒人能體會我這孤獨的傷悲
就別抱緊我　別安慰我
就放棄我　讓我繼續墜落
愛是什麼顏色?
模糊了　忘記了
似乎愛曾與我擦肩而過
卻不曾逗留也從不屬於我
心已破碎的我　該要如何振作
一身的防備只想躲進個角落
把真心話說穿了　我真的累了
經歷過曲折最後又得到什麼
就別抱緊我　別安慰我
就放棄我　讓我繼續墜落
愛是什麼顏色?
模糊了　忘記了
似乎愛曾與我擦肩而過
卻不曾逗留也從不屬於我
羨慕那些有完美生活的你們
童年記憶的快樂多過傷痕
生命開的玩笑有沒有分寸？
帶走了我的天真
就別抱緊我　別安慰我
就放棄我　讓我繼續墜落
別說為我心疼　捨不得　我瘋了
別說陽光在遠方等著我
它不曾來過　它從不屬於我

Yeng 
17Nov2013 1200hrs.